life changes in an instant (too fucking obsessed with this woman for my own good)
“I’m bad at interviewing people. I avoid situations in which I have to talk to anyone’s press agent. (This procludes doing pieces on most actors, a bonus in itself.) I do not like to make telephone calls, and would not like to count the mornings I have sat on some Best Western motel bed somewhere and tried to force myself to put through the call to the assistant district attorney. My only advantage as a reporter is that I am so physically small, so temperamentally unobtrusive, and so neurotically inarticulate that people tend to forget that my pressence runs counter to their best interests. And it always does. That is one last thing to remember: writers are always selling somebody out.”
—Joan Didion, Slouching Towards Bethlehem
Joan Didion in Where I Was From, which I’m now re-reading because my room (okay, the mess of clothes in my room) has swallowed all the other unread books I know I have here somewhere. Also because I need to prepare, and this is the only thing written about my home state that’s ever felt honest to me. Three weeks three weeks three weeks. I wish this were my real declamatory return. (via unshared)
Speak, sisters! I want Didion to narrate my life. She gets it. Megan Steffen is welcome to, also.